instead of complaining about my procrastination, i did something about it.
probably something i should’ve done a long, long time ago.
what took me so long?
#wonders
well, she was always there.
i was always blindly waiting.
Friends -check- Money -check-
A well slept -check- Opposite sex -check-
Guitar -check- Microphone -check-
Messages waiting for me, when i come home
-check-
Something’s missing
And I don’t know how to fix it
something’s missing
And I don’t know what it is
At all
-John Mayer
“Pain is temporary, it may last a minute, an hour, a day or even a year.
But it will subside, and something else will take its place. If I quit however, it will last forever.”
Game Face: ON
I never learnt to grow up, every time i ever got in trouble,
somebody in my house got me out of it.
My face got me out of it. [ya, really]
That’s why every time something gets hard, I quit.
I can take physical pain, lots of it.
But I can’t take the real pain.
I quit the basketball team at 11 because my friends weren’t selected.
I quit the football academy at 12 because I was the only Chinese.
I quit learning music further because I can’t take the practices.
I quit studying when I get a little tired.
I quit a good diet when I get tempted.
I quit doing things I’m good at when I find someone else is better.
I quit taking pictures cause the whole world takes damn good pictures.
Now I’m 18, and the final thing I wanna quit on is to quit being a quitter.
zachsiow
”You say that you love rain,
but you open your umbrella when it rains.
You say that you love the sun,
but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.
You say that you love the wind,
but you close your windows when wind blows.
This is why I am afraid;
You say that you love me too.”
-William Shakespeare
My foundations are weak, I find no solace in the calm before the storm. But God is the rock of my salvation, strengthening me for the adversaries that come my way. -Jack Ng
okay, honestly…
real honestly…
i’m not cut out for this. my natural abilities lies not in mathematics and sciences.
i’m made for the society, not biology of it.
how now, brown cow?
-zacK.
I’m just out to find the better part of me.
Maybe self-improvement isn’t the answer…. Maybe self-destruction is the answer. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 6
“It’s only after you’ve lost everything,” Tyler says, “that you’re free to do anything.” ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 8
We’re the middle children of history…. no purpose or place. We have no Great War, no Great Depression. Our great war is a spiritual war. Our great depression is our lives.
